goal ?

hey hey~~
leonard chua is being bo liao again.
i'm quite full now..
so digest awhile b4 going to slp again..
again?
ya. slping is my hobby.

ok let's see..
this morning woke up at 7+..
den i saw my bro packing up to go back camp.
i decided to be a nice brother..
i sent him back to camp..
b4 sending him back,
i decided to be filial to my parents.
i went to buy breakfast..
actually i only waited in the car.
i got my bro to go buy..
gave him 50bucks..
told him: anyhow buy lor..
but i wan chwee kuey and you char kuey..
buy bee hoon for em oso lor..
ya.. so much for anyhow buy..
i've practically told him wat to buy exactly..
buy until 18bucks..
cb.. so ex..
did he bluff my money? haha

after i came back, i watched The unbeatables..
yan fei is so cool.
watch halfway, my mum ask me to drive her to simei.
yup.. ah mat for the day..
we went simei to visit her brother.. my uncle.
whom i think doesnt have much time alr.
coz he's down with cancer..
due to DRINKING n smoking..
yea.. drinking is very harmful..
so is smoking..
many a times i wan to stop..
but i juz cant..
especially when i dulan/ pek chek..
oso the period when i chiong-ing uol..
everytime when i'm tired or b4/after a heavy chapter,
i'll go smoke..
so.. maybe next yr after exams..
i'll TRY to quit la..

anw, back to topic: goal..
in one previous entry,
i've questioned myself..
wat am i doing in this world for?
wait for death?
born, walk, sch, work, family etc..
die..

although i still feel dat no matter wat we'll still die,
but maybe having a goal in life helps..
for example,
from march till may,
i had a very 'fulfilling' life..
dat is chiong-ing uol..
a short termed goal..
but at least i knew wat i wanted..
this is what i've read:

i stored bout somewhere between 1/2-3/4 of those in my head.

the day exams ended,
i was quite lost..
i din know wat to do..
the world is suddenly so sian again.

so i decided to go learn scuba diving..
slowly slowly finding out..
hui jun have lobang..
but 500+.. too ex in my opinion..
nvm la slowly look..
dis is something i wanna do from young.

another thing is touring the world.
planning to go USA at the end of the yr.
hope will manage to go ba.

but nevertheless, all these are short term..
i need a goal in my life..
yet i dunno wat i want..
i only know i love $$$..
2nd to none..
i dun want to lead a routine life..
wake up go work..
small details aside,
come back slp..
wake up go work..
come back slp..
it's too regimental?
so many ppl are leading this type of life..
i dun wan to..
thus a goal is definitely neccessary..

i'm not saying i want to make it big or something.
just a more relaxed lifestyle?
which is not acheivable in Singapore..
i'm also not saying i wanna be a world saviour..
be a saint that is here to bring gd fortune to ppl.
dat would be too much for me..
plus..
look at me?
given my character and attitude,
does it look like i can be frens with jesus?
i think i'll be better off with saturn..
lolx..

ok i've decided wat my goal is alr!
fast rite?
i'm too fast too furious ma..
haha lame..
pls dun be alarmed at my goal..
brace yourself for it..
leonard chua is revealing his goal to you now.

my goal now is:
to look for my goal in life!

hahaha~~
bo liao..
anw, i still have 1more yr..
1st 25yrs is a learning n growing stage..
lolx..
ok time to zzzZZz again~