torture!

it seems my immune system is deterioriating day by day.
it used to be so hard for me to fall sick.
but now?
just when i tot i was finally recovering,
last thurs, it just came back.
makes me wonder if it is just a simple ucler at my throat?
or it is something more serious?
the pain is simply unbearable at times man.
i've been drinking alot of water,
and practically not smoking for 3weeks.
well, i did open 2 packets.
but for my standard, 2pacs in 3wks is akin to not smoking.
still, my condition hasn't improve.
dunno if it's becoz out for the whole of sat,
but been feeling damn lethargic for these 2days.
plus on/off fever.
wah piang, if u want, u let me die a painless death.
dun torture me.
leonard chua is definitely one person who 吃不起苦.
someone help me.
i can't take it anymore. =(